I am so far gone....

Okay so I am plenty freaked out. I have realized since coming back that my worst fears have come realized. My nerd side has completly overpowered my normal well adjusted side. I thought that I was strong enough to be able to go to Japan and not become one of those sleezy nerds. Well I was able to resist being a sleaze ball but I didnt even notice I had completly not kept up my gaurd against my nerdy tendencies. I realized how far I have fallen by the realization I actually enjoy Japanese humor now. I have recently been watching Bo-bobobo-bobo and Genshiken and I fully enjoy both of them. This is bad news. First of all I am watching more then one anime series consistantly, that is sign one I have lost it. Sign too is that I used to hate Japanese humor I could not understand what was funny about some one falling over and yelling oy or some equivalent gag. At least I never have found the commentary celebrity panel shows funny, or Jiyoji funny. I may spend all day with my friends or be out all night doing something but I still find myself back home even if its like 3 am and I sit in my room watch downloaded anime on my computer, laugh at it and listen to the words and try to understand without reading the sub titles. This is so sad I think I may have to end it. On top of all this I realize I have a web site and a blog, which I actually update. I need to be deprogrammed and i need it fast. To start with my recovery I have been on a burger/mexican food/and deli food diet. I do not eat anything covered in sugar or salt or anything that has hidden crab or mayo. I am also trying to reaquant myself with American pop culture, and english books. I am trying to get the tivo hooked up to aid in my efforts but I need to wait a few days for the new cords and such. If anyone sees me and I am falling back to extreme nerd tendancies please take me down.